Music, to me, has changed meaning over the periods of time throughout my life. For several years growing up, music is merely an enjoyable experience, hearing only the way a song may sound. Although nothing is wrong with this, it is extremely shallow and thin top layer of what immersing one's self into the musical experience. I, later like many others, became a rebellious soul chasing loud, aggressive, degrading music. Most bands which included the words "death", or "hate" in the titles. This was also a very shallow experience, seeing I only breached the next layer. I listened to this music based on the stylistic sound and energy. I barely understood the lyrics.
Now, much of my music is deep emotional songs about life, trials, pain, and real life. The reason my playlist is called "Beauty in Disaster" is because many of the songs discuss sensitive subjects but do it in a beautifully musical way.